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Trippy...

Fri Nov 9, 2007, 11:14 AM
Awhile ago I came to the conclusion that there is just no point in writing out a journal for anybody, pretty much nobody will ever read it. So I decided that I write this journal for me so I can get some thoughts out that aren't quite so personal and that I'm free to look at them later.

Anyway, it's stated for whatever record there is that might be interested that I do not do drugs... when I was really a lot younger I used to sniff glue and that's about it (could that be why I'm so messed up now?)
Well the point is that I don't do drugs, but I hear stories and stuff from people that actually do, I don't care they can do what they want. Last night I encountered something that's been holding sway over my mind all day.
I got this from watching a horror movie called In the Mouth of Madness. Long story short it's about an investigator that goes out looking for a missing horror novelist and his latest story and winds up in a town out of the novelists books where horrible things happen and people are infected by some ancient evil. Towards the very end of the movie the novelist reveals a lot of things to they main character and how he knew about everything he was doing, it's because this investigator is just another character in his new book, he was created by the book so that it could get back to the civilized world or something.

Well I have to say this really threw me. I've been questioning our concepts of reality all day and haven't made any headway. It's one of those questions with no answer you know... How do we know we are real? Could this all be just a dream of some other mind? Does questioning reality cause it to exist? All sorts of creepy thoughts...

  • Mood: Questionable
  • Listening to: Helena by My Chemical Romance
  • Reading: The Amber Spyglass by Philip Pullman
  • Watching: "Naruto" episode 115 & "Bleach&
  • Playing: With Thoughts
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: a Coke

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  • Current Residence: The Dark Shadows of the Human Mind
  • Interests: Art, Manga, Anything Related To Horror, *licks lips* Sexy Hungarian Neko Girls
  • Favourite movie: Saw, Saw 2, House of Wax, Scream, basically all horror movies
  • Favourite band or musician: Way to many to list
  • Favourite genre of music: Everything except Country. I especially like Modern Rock or Classic Rock
  • Favourite artist: So far it's WendyWild13^^ I love that girl
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe, Stephen King, Dean Koontz, and Peter Straub
  • Favourite photographer: Absolutly no idea
  • Favourite style of art: Pencil or pen useually (depends on my mood)(computors hate me)
  • Operating System: Like I'm telling you!
  • MP3 player of choice: MP3 from Samsung (like I had much choice)
  • Shell of choice: ??? My what of choice?
  • Wallpaper of choice: Something dark, I don't like bright things.
  • Skin of choice: Don't know. (this is a poorly defined question)
  • Favourite game: The Resident Evil and Silent Hill games... oh and BloodRayne
  • Favourite gaming platform: GameCube (only one I have at the moment)
  • Favourite cartoon character: Stewie Griffon, Homer Simpson,
  • Tools of the Trade: The fears of others, darkness, my primal senses and a highly adaptable nature.

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:iconwendywild13:
Hello :wave:
I was here. How are you?

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YO! We're thinking about adjusting our Rifts days...

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YOU!! Need to talk to me sometime ^_^
:iconwendywild13:
Hi! I have been waiting for your answer... where r u?

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:iconwendywild13:
Hi darlin'! What's up with ya?

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musicluver26 said the following:

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received this



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week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,



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1. To yourself, say the name of the only


guy or girl you wanna be with 3



times!











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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish



within the next week and say it to your self

6



times!!










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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to



yourself 9 times!!!







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4. Think of something that you want to happen



between you and that 1special person and say



it to your self 12

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you scroll down focus and



concentrate on it and think on nothing



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Now make one last &final wish about that one wish

that you picked.







After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people,



and what



you wished for will come true within in one week!







u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your



crush!!!

























































Keep going

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Keep going






































Keep

going







































!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!











Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was



your last chance. Now pay very close attention this important



message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda


chain



letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1863

and



if you



break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing



these



stories.







First Example:



Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl,



up till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush on the same



kid


since kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any



attention to



it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her



dad



got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent



the



letter none of that would have happened and her mom

would be alive.







Second Example:



Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average



nerd. Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All the


signs of



your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51



people in



the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd



grade. The



next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for



him ever



since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out,



and of



course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew

up



and



married each other to live happily forever.






Third Example:



Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll



get ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just


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popular but



not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his



friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart



kid and



he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled



a few


friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day,

about



that



same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!



then his



dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him



Nintendo64 and



play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best



friend



gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and



Limp



Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was



goin' wild!


the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been



going out



ever since.







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out with



that special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you



send


this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love



life.....forever!!!!!



10 people- your crush will say they like you as a



friend......ONLY!!!!!



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20 people- your crush will ask you out!



25 people- your crush will kiss you!!



30 people - Your crush

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catch.....you only
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:star: Fomalhaut :star:
:iconshoyro:
hey, it's been quite a while. haven't changed much at all ya pervy slacker.

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:iconwendywild13:
Thanks for the fave! :kiss:

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Always you hot vixen. :cuddle: :heart:

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:blushes: thx u very much for the fav :thanks::smooch:

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